#613: I’ll Cry Instead by The Beatles
Paul McCartney was born in Liverpool in 1942. He attended the Liverpool Institute High School for Boys and met fellow classmates George Harrison on a school bus. When Paul was 14 his mom died from a blockage in one of her blood vessels. In his early teens McCartney learned to play trumpet, guitar and piano. He was left-handed and restrung the strings to make it work. In 1957, Paul met John Lennon and in October he was invited to join John’s skiffle band, The Quarrymen, which Lennon had founded in 1956. After Paul joined the group his suggested that his friend, George Harrison, join the group. Harrison became one of the Quarrymen in early 1958, though he was still only 14. Other original members of the Quarrymen, Len Garry, Rod Davis, Colin Hanton, Eric Griffiths and Pete Shotton left the band when their set changed from skiffle to rock ‘n roll. John Duff Lowe, a friend of Paul’s from the Liverpool Institute, who had joined the Quarrymen in early 1958 left the band at the end of school. This left Lennon, McCartney and Harrison as remaining trio. On July 15, 1958, John Lennon’s mother died in an automobile accident.
John Winston Lennon was born in Liverpool in 1940. His middle name was after Britain’s current Prime Minister Winston Churchill, during World War II. In 1957, Lennon wrote his first song titled “Hello Little Girl”. It became a Top Ten hit in the UK in 1963 for the Merseybeat band the Fourmost. George Harrison was born in Liverpool in 1943. His father bought him his first guitar in 1956 when Harrison was 13 years old.
Richard Starkey was born in Liverpool in 1940. As a child he was sick with appendicitis, peritonitis and finally tuberculosis. The latter illness had him spend two years in a sanitorium from 1953 to 1955. Out of school for this duration, Starkey remained at home after his return from the sanatorium. He got involved with a skiffle band initially called the Eddie Miles Band which morphed into Eddie Clayton and the Clayton Squares. Starkey next joined Al Caldwell’s Texans which eventually became Rory Storm & The Hurricanes. By the fall of 1959, Starkey changed his professional name to Ringo Starr and his drum solos during their concerts were billed as ‘Starr Time.’ Beginning October 1, 1960, Rory Storm & The Hurricanes began a gig at the Kaiserkeller club in Hamburg, Germany. They alternated sets with The Beatles. On October 18, 1960, with Pete Best on an errand to find drumsticks, Ringo Starr stood in for Best to play a set with McCartney, Lennon and Harrison. This was the first time the Fab Four performed together.
The Quarrymen went through some name changes, including Johnny and the Moondogs. In January 1960, Stuart Sutcliffe joined the band and suggested they name themselves the Beatals as a tribute to Buddy Holly and The Crickets. The name changed to the Silver Beetles in May and in August 1960 they became the Beatles. The name was a cross between the insect cousin of a cricket and a nickname for rock ‘n roll: ‘the beat’. That same month the Beatles hired Pete Best to become the bands drummer. Now a five-piece band, they headed to Hamburg, Germany, on August 17, 1960, for a three-and-a-half month stint. In early 1961 Sutcliffe left the Beatles as they continued to return for more engagements in Germany. On June 22, 1961, Bert Kaempfert produced “My Bonnie”, “Ain’t She Sweet” and eight other songs. Later in 1961, “My Bonnie” climbed to #4 on the Hamburg pop charts and #32 on the German pop charts.
Meanwhile, the Beatles were developing a following back in Liverpool. Between February 9, 1961, and August 3, 1963, the group played at The Cavern Club 292 times. The group got a recording contract with EMI’s Parlophone label in the UK. At the June 6, 1962, studio session, producer George Martin objected to Pete Best remaining with the Beatles due to his poor drumming skills. In August Ringo Starr from Rory & The Hurricanes accepted Paul McCartney and John Lennon’s invitation to became the Beatles new drummer. The first EMI Parlophone single “Love Me Do”/”PS I Love You” climbed to #17 on the UK charts in the fall of 1962. “Please Please Me” climbed to #2 on the UK pop charts in early 1963. And in April 1963 “From Me To You” became the bands first #1 hit on the UK charts staying on top for seven weeks in a row. In 1963 “She Loves You” topped the UK charts for six weeks and “I Want To Hold Your Hand” wrapped up the year on top for five weeks in the British Isles.
Beginning on December 21, 1963, “She Loves You” topped the C-FUN charts for four weeks. It was replaced on January 18 by “Please Mr. Postman”, and on January 25 by “I Wanna Hold Your Hand” for six weeks. On March 7 “All My Loving” took over the #1 spot, subsequently sharing the #1 spot with the B-side “This Boy” through to April 4. After sixteen weeks at #1 the Beatles were knocked out of the top spot by the Dave Clark Five’s “Bits And Pieces”. During their streak at #1 in Vancouver from December 21, 1963, to April 4, 1964, “All My Loving”/”This Boy” kept the #1 hit in the USA, “Can’t Buy Me Love” stalled at #2 here on the west coast. Between December 14, 1963, and September 17, 1966, the Beatles had up to five songs in the Top Ten in Vancouver for 107 out of 146 weeks. Beatlemania reached North America with three appearances on the Ed Sullivan Show in February 1964. But in Vancouver they were already a craze by December ’63.
In the middle of this stretch of hits in the Top Ten in Vancouver the Beatles had a #1 hit titled “A Hard Day’s Night”. The title song from the Beatles film, A Hard Day’s Night, topped the chart for five non-consecutive weeks between July 18 and August 29, 1964. One of the other songs from the the Soundtrack album for A Hard Day’s Night was “I’ll Cry Instead”.
“I’ll Cry Instead” was listed on the 45 RPM as being “From the United Artists Picture, “A Hard Day’s Night.” However, the song was not featured in the film despite being released on the film’s Soundtrack album.
“I’ll Cry Instead” is a song by John Lennon and Paul McCartney. It concerns the reaction of a guy whose been dumped by his girlfriend. He has such a big chip on his shoulder he can’t talk to anyone. He feels so desperate that he wants to “get locked up,” presumably in a psychiatric ward. However, he can’t make that happen so Plan B is to sob. Being shy and reserved, he doesn’t want people to see him with tears running down his face. So he resolves to hide away until he’s over all his heartache. But, even in the midst of his heartache he envisions a day when he’ll be fine again. On that day when he is back to his old self, he is determined that he’ll play the field. And, almost as a way of getting revenge on the girl who broke his heart and made him mad, he’s going to break the hearts of the women who fall for him in the future. It seems he’s upset generally with women, even as he plans to date and then dump the “girls” he meets.
There were a number of songs between the late ’50’s and mid-60’s that had a misplaced romantic revenge theme. Aside from “I’ll Cry Instead”, Tommy Boyce sang about a woman named Carol in “I’ll Remember Carol”. In my review on this site from July 13 2017, I wrote “I’ll Remember Carol” is about a relationship born of Carol’s quest to make mischief after her own broken-hearted break-up with a guy who told her lies. Now Carol is on the make to go steady with a new boyfriend, and no matter what he is like, Carol is determined to keep a vow to herself that she’ll break the guys heart.”
Dr. Ingrid Sochting, Clinical Associate Professor in the Department of Psychotherapy at the University of British Columbia, has said that these kind of song lyrics recall “several toxic relationship dynamics, the compulsion to repeat, or the repetition compulsion. This is a defense mechanism against anxiety and uncertainty and involves the person trying to gain a sense of mastery and control over an extremely hurtful or degrading experience by creating the dynamic in a new situation – without being fully aware of this.” Dr. Sochting noted in the case of the song “I’ll Remember Carol” that “Carol is gaining some temporary sense of control over her pain by recreating the very same situation she was once a victim of but now gets to master. It is… a very primitive defense mechanism reflecting a psychologically immature person. But with a patient therapist and motivation for personal growth, there could be hope for (someone like) Carol if she commits to psychotherapy and becoming a better…person.”
The upbeat “I’ll Cry Instead” was so danceable that many on the dance floor likely missed the intention of the guy who is mad about losing his girlfriend. He’s determined to go out and date other women with the purpose of breaking their hearts in two. At present he is also so mad at his ex-girlfriend he reveals that if she could see him now, he’d try to make her sad. While he is aware he has sex appeal, he is also brooding over the breakup and plotting to spread some misery around the world.
“I’ll Cry Instead” climbed to #2 in Wichita Falls (TX), #4 in Vancouver (BC), #5 in New Haven (CT), #6 in Seattle, #7 in Troy (NY), #9 in Los Angeles, Minneapolis/St. Paul, Regina, Sault Ste. Marie (ON) and Philadelphia, and #10 in Denver. In twenty states across the USA the song got little or no airplay.
The B-side in North America to “A Hard Day’s Night” was “I Should Have Known Better”. (In the UK the B-side was “Things We Said Today”). On C-FUN “I Should Have Known Better” shared chart positions with “A Hard Day’s Night” for three weeks in September, peaking at #4. The song also charted by itself for a non-consecutive fourth week on the C-FUNTASTIC FIFTY on October 3, 1964. Meanwhile, on August 22, 1964, the Beatles appeared in concert in Vancouver at Empire Stadium.
Over the next year the Beatles had more big hit records including “Eight Days A Week”, “Ticket To Ride”, “Help”, “Yesterday”, “Day Tripper”, “We Can Work It Out”, “Michelle”/”Norwegian Wood”.
In March 1966, John Lennon had an an interview with Evening Standard reporter Maureen Cleave. Lennon commented, “Christianity will go. It will vanish and shrink … We’re more popular than Jesus now—I don’t know which will go first, rock and roll or Christianity. Jesus was all right but his disciples were thick and ordinary.” The comment was yawned at in Britain, but it caused a furore when it was reported in Datebook’s August edition in America. Suddenly there were protests that involved the burning of Beatles records. The Ku Klux Klan staged protests against the Beatles and nailed their albums to a wooden cross. There were also death threats against Lennon. This development was a catalyst for the band’s decision to cease touring. On August 19th two concerts were scheduled in Memphis, Tennessee. Both were cancelled by the city council who wouldn’t let municipal facilities be used by people who were trying to “ridicule anyone’s religion.” Meanwhile, the Fab Four had more hit records including “Nowhere Man” and “Paperback Writer”/”Rain“, “Yellow Submarine”/Eleanor Rigby”, “Penny Lane”/”Strawberry Fields”, “All You Need Is Love” and “Hello Goodbye”/”I Am The Walrus”. In early 1968 the band had another hit single with “Lady Madonna”.
The Beatles charted dozens of singles onto the pop charts in Vancouver between the summer of 1963 and the spring of 1970. Numbers of these songs were much more popular in Vancouver than in the USA. One of these was a German version of “She Loves You” titled “Sie Liebt Dich“. It was a Top Ten hit in Vancouver for the Fab Four the following summer. The first Beatles song on the Vancouver pop charts was in June 1963 titled “From Me To You“. It charted on C-FUN together with the cover version by Del Shannon. The song stalled at #116 on the Billboard Hot 100, but the Beatles climbed to #14 in Vancouver in July ’63. One of the features of The Beatles was that they mostly recorded singles and tracks from their albums they wrote themselves. The exceptions were songs like “My Bonnie”, “Please Mr. Postman”, “Roll Over Beethoven” and “Ain’t She Sweet.”
The band would become the most influential rock ‘n roll band of the 20th Century. They have sold over one billion records. They began recording upbeat love songs like “I Want To Hold Your Hand” and later composed more complex songs, including on their award-winning 1967 album, Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band. The Beatles were on the cusp of whatever was new and were often the trend-setting reason for the next new thing. In 1967 they got involved with Transcendental Meditation. When they released “Hey Jude,” they had one of those rare singles that was longer than 7 minutes climb to the top of the charts. At the time, the standard formula for singles was around two to three minutes in length.
Before the group broke up they enjoyed more hit records in 1969-70 with “Get Back”, “Ballad Of John And Yoko”, “Something”/”Come Together”, “Let It Be” and “The Long And Winding Road”.
The Beatles split in 1970 after the release of the Let It Be album. Paul McCartney told Howard Stern in 2018 that John Lennon walked into a room one day in 1970 and announced that he was leaving the Beatles. All four enjoyed success as solo recording artists. Ringo Starr had a number of Top Ten hits including “Photograph”, “It Don’t Come Easy”, “You’re Sixteen” and the “No No Song”. Since 1970 Ringo has released 19 studio albums and 11 live albums. Beginning with A Hard Day’s Night, Starr has also appeared in 38 films, including several as a voice for animation. He has also authored three books: Postcards From The Boys, featuring reproductions of postcards sent to Starr by Paul McCartney, John Lennon and George Harrison, along with his commentary; Octopus’ Garden which is a children’s book based on the song from the album Abbey Road; And Photograph, a collection of 240 photographs of Starr’s that expresses a visual autobiography together with photo captions.
Paul McCartney had the most successful solo career of the four. His that included “Uncle Albert/Admiral Halsey”, “My Love”, “Band On The Run,” “Live And Let Die”, “With A Little Luck”, “Coming Up” and “Silly Love Songs”. He has topped the charts in duets with Stevie Wonder and with Michael Jackson. His most recent international Top Ten hit was with Kanye West and Rihanna in 2015 titled “FourFiveSeconds”. Between 1971 and 2015 McCartney has had forty-eight of his single releases reach the Top Ten in one or more countries internationally. Over the years Paul McCartney had produced records for other recording artists. This includes “A World Without Love” for Peter and Gordon, “You’ve Got To Hide Your Love Away” for Silkie, “Mellow Yellow” for Donovan, “Those Were The Days” for Mary Hopkin, James Taylor’s self-titled debut album James Taylor, Ringo Starr’s self-titled 1973 album Ringo and George Harrison’s 1981 album Somewhere In England. Other recording artists Paul McCartney has produced include Peggy Lee, Roger Daltry, Carly Simon, the Steve Miller Band, the Beach Boys, the Rolling Stones, the Everly Brothers, Elvis Costello, 10cc, Stevie Wonder, Yusuf Islam and the Foo Fighters. Since 1971 Paul McCartney has released twenty-five studio albums and seven live albums.
George Harrison had hits with “My Sweet Lord” and “Give Me Love”. After “My Sweet Lord” appeared on the pop charts in 1970 Bright Tunes sued him for copyright infringement of the song “He’s So Fine” by the Chiffons. Harrison told Rolling Stone in 1979 “The guy who actually wrote “He’s So Fine” had died years before, Ronnie Mack. Bright Tunes Music, his publisher, was suing me. So we went through the court case, and in the end the judge said, yes, it is similar, but you’re not guilty of stealing the tune. We do think there’s been a copyright infringement, though, so get your lawyers together and work out some sort of compensation. But Bright Tunes wouldn’t settle for that; they kept trying to bring the case back into court. They even tried to bring it back into court when I did “This Song.” Harrison released “This Song” as a single describing his frustrations with the plagiarism lawsuit. In 1979 Harrison helped finance with Monty Python film Life of Brian.
While John Lennon’s hits included “Imagine” and “Woman”. Hopes for a Beatles reunion were dashed when John Lennon was murdered on December 8, 1980, outside his New York City apartment near Central Park. George Harrison died of lung cancer in 2001. Starr and McCartney have continued to tour. Paul McCartney has an upcoming concert in Vancouver on July 6, 2019.
April 8, 2019
The Beatles, Rolling Stone.
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